Johnathan was officially 11 months old yesterday. I just can't believe how quickly the time has gone. It seems like we just brought him home from the hospital. We've had a bit of a rocky road, the two of us. We're still figuring each other out but we've come a long way. He is such an independent little guy; always has been since the day he was born. He likes things done his way and NOW. We're planning his first birthday party and while exciting it's also a little bit sad. In some respects I feel like I've missed so much and that I wish I could have a do-over. Shoulda, woulda, coulda as the saying goes. Of course, that's not possible so I'm instead trying to enjoy life's moments more now and going forward. Sometimes that's easy. Sometimes it's just as hard as day one.