Monday, June 6, 2011

I'm Scared...

  • I'll have PPD again...
  • and that it will creep in during the third trimester. Again.
  • that, even though we have the knowledge and experience this time and (will have) a plan put in to place, that if PPD rears it's ugly head once again, we'll still be in denial.
  • I can't handle two; especially with a preschooler with a sensory processing disorder.
  • baby 2 will have the same issues as my little guy.
  • I won't have enough help.
  • of feeling alone. Again.
  • of changing my little guy's world forever.
  • I'll lose myself all over again.
  • I'll have to take medication (again).
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PSI Declares May National Maternal Depression Awareness Month - Postpartum Progress - postpartum depression hope

I'm so very behind on my blog reading (in addition to writing) that I completely missed this (and that makes me sad):

PSI Declares May National Maternal Depression Awareness Month - Postpartum Progress - postpartum depression hope

I think this is a great thing and next May I'll be ready for it!